My own unique me...

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 My own unique me . . .

     I am me, and that is all I could ask for, I am but a teenager with a goal I’m aiming for a dream I want to achieve, now, we all know that to reach or achieve your dreams or goals you must first go through challenges with many ups and downs. I’m only just starting out in this big world, but I have somewhat already gotten a bit of experience in life as each time passes, I’ve developed my own personality and is just starting to understand myself better. 

    I’ve always wondered what people think of me. Personally, I think I am an introvert, someone who likes being alone doing their own things, I am socially awkward, and I can’t read social cues. But I do feel rather empty by being alone, so I started talking to people more and getting along. I loved it, I guess from there on I started to rely on people more, I care for them more and I get sad when they are sad. 

    The word that best describes me is sentimental, that’s what every one of my friends would say, of course, they would say caring and friendly, but if you and I are very close I would feel sad if you went away, the tiniest things make me cry nowadays, stories I read about friendships ending drifting apart, or family being torn apart. If you and I became good friends and you suddenly betrayed me or turned your back at me… I would never get mad at you, I would only get mad at myself, overthink, and remember all the things we did together. And Just be sad, so the best way to describe me is sensitive and sentimental, Up until now I get sad and I remember very vividly everyone that has cut ties with me or hurt me. I’m sure I will change in the future, I’ll mature but for now, I’ve got other challenges to face. 

   Discovering your own unique 'you' is something only you yourself can do. We have a lifetime to discover more about ourselves, nothing is really set in stone, nothing is permanent. I am sentimental, yes, but in the near future, as time goes on I would most likely change, mature, and only God knows.